Right before I left LA, I spent some quality time with my favorite girl. I don't get to see Beatrice enough. I feel like the only times I get to see her is either when I'm coming or going. Unfortunately, I'm leaving her again. I just landed in New York City with my roomie and we're furiously hunting for apartments. I've been trying to keep chill for the most part but I did have a mild panic attack for a split second. The uncertainty is a little scary. I'm anxious about everything right now which I haven't felt in a very long time. Maybe that's a good thing. Anyway, back to Beatrice. Look at her always finding the light in the photos. She's the best model ever!